Sunday, December 12, 2010

Cycle 4 Days 1-3

I woke up friday Morning with another temperature drop. I was hoping for it to go back up but unfortunatly it didn't :( I am sad. I was depressed all morning and miserable for the most part. Trying to think of a million reasons why it wasn't happening.

I immediately bbm'd my husband telling him that we had no luck this month. He doesn't seemed phased by my lack of ability to get pregnant.

I honestly and truly want to give up right now. I don't think its ever going to happen. Yes... I think thats what I am going to do is give up, try to focus on other things. Like losing the weight and fixing up the house and maybe and just maybe it might happen then right who knows....

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